such a cry baby

after a quite long relationship that we had share for 6 months, we decided to separate and go on our own path.. i think our relationship recently has no sparks, no chemistry and no curiousity.. i couldn't figure out why it happen to us..

but, now i realize that i already choose to turn left and he will not follow.. i choose my own path, my own life that i will continue without him on my side.. the feeling of losing really painful..

Say that you love me
Say im the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

i want a love that will last...

first time i saw him, i see another me in a male version.. it's kinda funny when you flashing back to how we met memory.. i saw him while i'm standing beside my bf(ex-bf).. but, the more i get to know him, the more i be with him.. i start to realize that he is not me, he is the opposite of me, and he couldn't be with me when i need him so badly..

and now i'm sitting in front of my laptop.. just to wrote this flashing back memory that came to me.. hope that i and him will find anotherlove that last forever....

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

but I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories